Energy update & support: Inner Child healing through shadow-work and Gene Keys

If you feel like these are extra crazy times, and find yourself addressing core wounds and shadows- it is exactly what the Global theme is now. Inner Child healing!! The text underneath is a mix of resources from and my own Intuitive understanding. Get your own chart: (I offer intuitive readings). This Energy Chart gives you a unique chance to get to your core shadows//wounds, as well as it supports you with the transformation into the Gift aspect. And I want to add that tomorrow I will post a New Moon Tarot Energy Intuitive reading on my YouTube channel. (I post every Full and New Moon)

From the energy of the Wounds– the Gift is born– releasing your from suffering
First a short pretext about Gene keys: This is a tool that gives you your Energetic blueprint - it incorporates Astrology, I Ching and Human Design. It is based on the time of your birth. It contains 11 Gift and shadows that will give you a predominant theme in (certain parts and aspects of ) your Life-- these are the wounds your Soul have chosen to come to Earth to experience and explore-- and through this experiencing HEAL ((when we are embracing our Life and triggers))
There are 64 keys- that you can think of as Archetypes, and each of them when they show up in your Chart will have a line (think of this as a generation).

Everyone have ALL of the Archetypes in us- because we are everything//God-- but certain archetypes will dominate more our lives // will be more constant. These we relive and experience deeper and deeper in our illusion of being an Individual 
The World moves through all of the keys/archetypes every year. Every transit is 5.7days. ((In addition each Planet and Asteroids will be placed in different archetypes, but this is only for those that want to go super deep-- and I personally think that (even more) easily becomes a trap))
These transits means that the World (collective consciousness) will have this Archetype highlighted in those days. Every Archetype has Shadows and Gifts. And we will keep reliving the Shadow frequency until we have healed it ((been with the shadow//fear//demon))- because Energy wants to heal // be complete. So ignoring or suppressing is WHAT leads to Shadows and Darkness in the first place... 

So EVERY time you meet a shadow or pain point, it is an opportunity for transmuting a block and embracing (more of) the GIFT! In this unlocking of your DNA. So will you end the viscous cycle and be with what is--- or keep building on that Karma?
To burn the pattern and rise from the ashes like the Phoenix: Emotional alchemy and Shadow-work
The Gene keys are grouped into 21 Codon Rings: this is the biological machinery behind what the ancients called ‘karma’. The way the keys are grouped forms the Geometric Unified Field (collective consciousness) that affects Humanity- for better and worse. 
As higher frequency is allowed to surface- this creates beautiful DNA mutations; that supports the Great Change into realization of its true nature and unity.

20.September until 13.Oct the whole world is travelling through the Codon Ring of Matter (18, 46, 48, 57):  These are the keys/archetypes that program the human developmental process from conception to the age of 21. In other words- it takes around 21+ years for the Soul imprint ((Energy)) to reincarnate onto Earth, and in these years our environment will turn on or off certain genes and create patterns of behavior (epigenetics)
These 4 Gene Keys are responsible for the constant look out for biofeedback so that the child can orient itself in the world in a healthy manner. This codon ring is of huge importance at the developmental level as it governs the very infrastructure of our physical, emotional and mental health. Things that surface now have the power to profoundly heal past wounding
Many of the shadows we meet are truly our own wounded Inner Child
Gene Key 46 was in transit 21.- 26.Sep 2021:
  • “A science of Luck”
  • The physical phase 0-7 years
  • Shadow: Seriousness
  • Gift: Delight
  • Siddhi: Ecstasy
This corresponds to the placement of SQ in your chart; “The Love point”. To understand the Shadow you have here: supports you in unlocking your Heart and meet the softest parts of your Inner Child. This is where you find episodes that affect your physical safety and body's vitality/health. Awareness of this shadow will help you transmute the pattern that underdetermined your self-esteem the most. (The end of Self-fulfilling prophecy)

When the World is going through a transit in this theme (46, or the key you have placed here), this frequency/energy will be highlighted. SOLUTION? Acceptance- being aware and meeting the Shadow with softness and understanding will support you in transmuting it to the Gift- through ownership of the pattern existing within you. This is brining light to the darkness.
Because the ego mind in Childhood created a pattern to avoid feeling unsafe again- and this changed the expression of your genes (dis-ease)-- and this leads to being stuck and/or avoiding parts of Life
Keyword here is: 
ATTITUDE, ACCEPTANCE-- perspective is everything-- to soften into life; finding humor and compassion? Remembering that the Shadow theme for this phase is Seriousness
This is where your Parents took their own boxes, labels and patterns too seriously and shut down your inquiries and “otherness”, and as a result your Inner Child developed the Shadow pattern of ……. insert here the shadow that is placed in your SQ!
As kids we are like sponges and absorb everything around us (in order to fit into the environment so the child can survive)- and the way our parents feel about their bodies gets greatly adapted by the Child. Even the way of breathing is usually inherited; and most people breathe quite restricted
The 46 Key gifts us with the wisdom that it is YOUR BODY that must feel safe; not your Mind, in order to develop true Health. And this is usually in sharp contrast to the current Society, that places the Mind on a pedestal and the body as something to be ignored and suppressed?!


  • How can you find safety within your body? 
  • Reconnect to that childlike wonder and play? 
  • How can you allow more of Life to flow into you? 
  • And to let go of what does not serve your body to hold on to?
  • To let go of seriousness and take your expectations more lightly- and most importantly take yourself less serious? We all have quirks in our personality

Have a look at my free Self Exercises that focus exactly on this: HERE

We come here with fresh Energy to create new ways
Gene Key 18- transit 26.Sep until Friday 1.Oct 2021 
  • “The Healing power of the Mind”
  • Governs the Mental phase- 14 until 21 years
  • Shadow: Judgement
  • Gift: Integrity
  • Siddhi: Perfection
This corresponds to the placement of IQ in your chart: Becoming aware of the shadow you hold here tells you how you use your mind to try to override your Intuition. Aka where you get narrow minded. To be with this Shadow will support you in healing your biggest emotional trigger, letting go of provocation and reactivity in your relationships.
The key of 18 is about challenging authority- a natural drive in Children- and a necessary because this is how the child explores the boundaries of their World and discover their unique blueprint- who they are. ((Their "otherness"- uniqueness))
If our parents take this natural drive and instinct personal and shames or guilts our natural exploration, the need to challenge authority will remain immature ((and hello- this is basically EVERYONE on Earth)).
It will then act out: our ego mind will jump in and react with the shadow (you have in the IQ) when it meets this wound ((of feeling unsafe around “authority”))
This key guides us to make our judgments less personal and take them less serious: But also to accept that judgment is part of the human psyche; it is part of why we are here, to create CHANGE and a better world. And the instinct of judgement is how we know something is better or not. AS EVERYONE OF OUR INSTINCTS IT HOLDS SHADOW AND GIFT
Be aware of the need to defend your own judgments; in particular if there is a lot of charge (emotions). That does not at all mean to never defend your viewpoint, or that it is "wrong", but to be aware and curious--what desire and drive is underneath?
This is a calling into INTEGRITY: to be able to hold your Energy strong- to hold space for your own emotions and judgements (= insecurities). And also to be able to hold yourself strong when someone else is in the turmoil of their own wounds and shadows ((so does not create stronger wounding for that person and yourself))
As you journey into understanding what created the Shadow pattern in your adolescence - this will release self compassion and you will (gradually) let go of self judgement for this ego pattern and the havoc it has created on your life-- and this will support you in being courageous and meeting the fear of rejection and stand strong within yourself ((when you are challenging the status quo by using your judgment that something is not good))
Integrity is judgement from the Heart (NOT the ego mind)-- this means to challenge the weak structures so it will hold better and better stability so it can reach Perfection.
---This is to release the Shadow//Karma from the collective and have it grow healthier ((and it also make sure that our own energy does not keep adding negative to this energy field))


  • In what situations do you feel in particular triggered to defend your standpoint? 
  • Are there repeated patterns that you feel to challenge leaders or the status quo?
  • Were you allowed to challenge and find your own way as an adolescence?
  • How did they react?
  • How did you react?
  • Do you see any patterns to situations where you afterwards feel “this was not really me”?
  • Can you hold yourself with compassion in this?

See my Grief Self exercise with Quan Yin to heal wounds: HERE

Gene Key 48 2.-8.Oct 2021
  • “The wonder of Uncertainty”
  • Emotional phase 7- 14 years
  • Shadow: Inadequacy
  • Gift: Resourcefulness
  • Siddhi: Wisdom
This is your EQ in the Chart; and the shadow in your key placement there shows your primary emotional defense mechanism- this is a set pattern adopted in childhood in order to try to feel more safe. When you become aware of your own shadow here; emotions will be able to flow more freely through you (emotional alchemy) without feeling overwhelmed. This is a hugely important place to release your Inner Child- and to transmute this shadow will release a huge surge of playfulness and freedom in your life
The shadow of the 48 is the darkest place within the Human DNA; this is where we have our core wounds and triggers, and they will often feel like dark and huge Demons that can feel “impossible” to overcome. Imagine how powerlessness a child will feel when a parent or an authority person chastises them?
The shadows (both the 48 and our placement in the chart) is where we are not taking self responsibility for our emotions and reactions from them: but rather project onto the world
When we face our Shadow/Fear/Demon- we end the vicious cycle of repeat repeat repeat
SOLUTION: Self responsibility- to turn inward and find the source of the discomfort- THE ECHO inside that has you react/retract. You will then experience a gradual release of fear of fear ((because that is the actual problem)) - where you are like a dog chasing its own tail....
When start to lean into the NOT KNOWING- as in asking open ended questions -- and letting the solution come to you-- there is a natural and spontaneous release of GIFTS within you: This is what the emotions within you are trying to guide you back to!
The is about the fear of the Feminine ((the emotions and the body)) - and is THE reason for the Witch hunt and the eradication/shaming of the Feminine and Females from/in Historic events, Religion, Shamanism etc

“As you learn to trust the not knowing, life resolves itself effortlessly and beautifully and a natural process of deconditioning takes place inside of you.”

Because when you let the answers COME to your (for example through open ended questions), you are NOT using your ego mind ((masculine)) to create a solution. 


  • What do you perceive as evil and bad in the world?
  • How can you own this part within yourself?
  • What emotions do you demonize in particular?

You find Self Exercises that support you in this here, as well as emotional release tools on my youtube channel, Instagram and Facebook. And I offer personal guidance and support in online one-to-one sessions to release patterns and emotional blocks ((we go further together- because you then do not need to hold every aspect yourself, plus we always have blind spots ))

Gene Key 57 from 8. -13.Oct 2021:
  • This is the phase in utero (as a Child in the belly)
  • Shadow: Unease
  • Gift: Intuition
  • Siddhi: Clarity
This Archetype has a profound connection to Human and Humanity's health, maybe the key that has the most impact on it; and is the foundational aspect of how your Body's system will interact with the World. --The Mother of all Wounds?!
This corresponds to your Core/Vocation in your chart. And holds the final layer of your deepest Mystical potential. When you start to bring awareness to the shadow aspect of the 57th key: unease (anxiety)-- and your own personal Shadow here, you will start to experience true Unity with the world. 
This is THE key to a Body HUMMING with Life- finding FLOW
This shadow is about fear of the future- what anxiety really is about- and the Shadow reaction is to try to create a solution to this unease. Aka an ego pattern (not self theme). It is fear of fear itself- a self created situation, because it keeps the Mind and Energy spinning on what MIGHT happen (mind loops and distraction). It is about being stuck in Survival mode; to be locked in fight-freeze-or-fawn response. 
Solution: to listen to the subtle pull of your Intuition. And I know that can feel utterly impossible at times, since the ego mind chatter is loud, and the pattern to listen to this chatter is not changed in a flash. I will share that it is so VERY possible to change this- I am a testament to this! And why I now guide and teach others to reconnect to their Authentic Self and the inner guidance it gives through Intuition in our body.

“Intuition is the natural guidance system of all human beings… If we humans can attune ourselves to this gentle, subtler inner voice, we will finally begin to feel physically at ease.”

“Whereas Intuition listens and receives, the mind explores and conquers.”

“The human mind is a truly extraordinary instrument. It is also a very dangerous instrument without the proper internal guidance.”

This key is connected to sound: that all life is is actually frequency - layers of flickering and alternating sound waves: Your Intuition as a tuning fork to find ease
The Gift of the 57 key gives “clairaudience - the ability to pick up vibrations through your aura and interpret through your brain… (it) shows you one of the clearest and simplest paths to move beyond the shadow of your fears. ((This is my (Marte) Life's work gift))
Reflection/Solution: Open up your Body through Open ended questions- this is something you can practice on: to wonder out loud- to focus on the questions. Letting the answers be there, as in NOT trying to find them. Because the ego mind immediately wants to find a solution (and tends to think it knows it all...) But when we actively search with our minds, this will come from what you already know. Meaning to simply repeat... So by training your mind to wonder- and to be able to be with the discomfort of wonder, you create a new brain path and ((more easeful)) way of being

I hope you find this resource useful? Know that I welcome questions and reflections very around what I share as well as around my offerings very much: I am here to serve you to a Life with more ease, pleasure and joy-- I believe this is how we create a better World for everyone


My Life’s Work in Gene Keys is 57.6. As a line 6 I am a Teacher of Intuition and Clarity. This Archetype is also on both sides of my Pluto in my Human Design Chart. I in addition a Projector in Human Design (the guides that read other peoples aura)

I offer Sessions, reading, healing and mindset reboot to connect with your Intuition. I use my Energy Intuitive and Psychic Gifts to hear, feel and see where you have your biggest blocks, and support you in the healing//transmutation of them

My page is under development. I appreciate you being here, and I want to add resources and reflections several times a week, as it gives me so much joy to do so! You can read a bit more about me here

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